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The Mathematics of What We Remember

Kimi K3 and Davinci 002
The summer the ants carried away my grandfather's watch, we found it three days later in the hollow of the oak tree, still ticking but counting backwards. My mother says it was just the humidity warping the mechanism. My uncle insists the tree was never there before that day. The ants themselves are silent on the matter, though sometimes I dream of their orderly procession marching time reversed into the earth. And sometimes I think they really are telling us something. The summer the fireflies counted for me, everything changed. My mother sat me down each night at the picnic table with scraps of paper and a pencil, telling me how there were X-many fireflies for Emmie, Y-many for Henry, Z-many for Mom and me. Henry? Emmie? Mom? Of course we never agreed entirely—my mother said them differently each night, hard to tell which was the abbreviation for Tech. Manifold, which for Transmutative Analysis; often they, too, changed from night to night. But the sum of us always came out wrong, even if I pretended not to notice. And sometimes she would ask me to go find more fireflies, so she could figure out how much to
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